Yesterday was a glorious day…not just that it was Sunday, but the sun lit up the red and orange and yellow leaves glowing from within contrasting with the almost fluorescent green. In fact, at one point, I told my husband it almost looked like some of the trees were hand painted and decorated for fall. And I guess they were, God painted and dressed for fall.But today, well, today is warm, but the sunshine is nowhere to be found. I do know it is shining, but on the other side of the grey cloud cover, and though I know better, I confess to feeling kind of ‘sat on,’ wrapped in a grey muffler, the joy kind of melted into the wet grass. Do you know what I mean? I think most of us feel that way at one time or another, and we can cave into the misery, that place where our minds seem to enjoy wallowing in self-pity, working at thinking up things to feel sorry for ourselves over. Funny how as miserable as all that is, there is a perverseness about us that wants to stay there, being useless and helpless.
Or, we can own the truth that the sunshine and blue sky is just the other side of the cloud cover. We can own the reality that God, Who loves us and has plans for our good and not evil, is right here, in the grey with us, his hand extended, inviting us into his Sonlight. There in the presence of the love of God, we can finally see clearly. We are loved! We are equipped to do whatever God calls us to do! He will never leave us nor forsake us. He has sifted everything that comes into our lives, allowing only the challenges that we can, with His help, endure and better yet, overcome.Isn’t it kind of sad, the power we give to a cloud made up of tiny droplets of water, power to make us forget all that we have in Christ. I confess, I sat here trying to escape this malaise, and it was only as I rehearsed truth that the door began to open.
The bottom line: we can wallow or we can walk with the Savior. It’s really our choice; can you see his hand extended toward you, pulling you through the shadow into the light.